had been thinking about entry #1000.

wanted to do something special or interesting or what not.

but it's not in my heart.

This one's a minute (in both meanings) silence for one of my uni lecturers. I didn't agree with everything he did, but he was a fascinating person, inspired a hell of a lot of people, and was always decent to me.

A shock, not a surprise. not feeling qualified to use words like right or wrong. What happened was shit. Circumstances pass, hope you sleep safe Tom.